Last graduation, when we went to the salon for my face to painted out to look scholarly yet beautiful on that momentous and historic day, the gay artist told me I had a Mexican beauty. That was new. All I have are big eyes, big nose, big mouth and brown skin. Well maybe that's her concept of Mexican beauty is. I'm overwhelmed. But I would be happier if she (or he or she) referred Venezuelan beauty. If I hear the word goddess, the image my brain cultivates is a Venezuelan model. Why did I have to cut my hair short? Actually it was the outcome of my overdose to KPOP. They looked so cute with short hair. Acted out on impulse (and no, I wont reason out that because I have x and y chromosomes), it's just plain impulse that I went to a cheap salon and made the gay artist cut my hair just below my neckline.
After all this blabbering, my attempts of opening those social sites are worthless. All I could think of to reason that out is maybe, just maybe my cousin started x-listed those sites. How lame.
Today also marks a remarkable, sad day for all Super Junior fans. Kim Heechul's last performance. He will be hidden from the cameras, living like any other South Korean citizen, enlisting in their army. I know some will think, oh my God she's crazy. He’s just going to army, he’s not dead. To those people, I'm trying to be human so let me be.
I hate myself for being so selfish. I do not own Heechul or any Super Junior members. Tomorrow, he will start serving his country. Here I am being the cliche "Iskolar ng Bayan" filled with overrated Filipino pride, talking endlessly how heroism saved our country yet hating how South Korea mandated military service to their male citizens. "South Korea has mandatory military service of 21 months. There are no alternatives for conscientious objectors except imprisonment. In general, with very few exceptions, most South Korean males serve in the military. The duration of service varies from branch to branch of the military." (cr: Wikipedia) I have been praying for Heechul to be exempted in this predicament all fan girls despise or try to ignore until that time where they are slammed on their faces with the fact that they will not see nor hear about them for 21 looong months. Basically it's like not seeing someone close to your heart for a very long time. I will miss Kim Heechul! He said in his last performance in Inkigayo where they won their 8th win (this requires another post to explain) "Everyone, be healthy and don't get sick for the next 2 years! I will come back more pleasantly and more handsomely". Saranghaeyo oppa!
Heechul's complete thank you words: Today was my last performance. First of all, the people i want to thank you the most are our Super Junior members. I really thank you to my dongsaengs who always follow Hyung. And also my friend, our Jungsoo, despite the hard times, thank you for smiling always. To our manager Hyung & staffs thank you for enduring my bad temper (then talking about names from Inkigayo staff). Lastly I thank all our fans, and i cannot express my feelings that well,… I will come back!! Stay healthy.
I found this post from tumblr. Credits to ascuba http://ascuba.tumblr.com/post/9286623892.
Fragile and alluring. The Beauty is striking in appearance and in attitude. Blunt and straightforward, his personality are a far cry from his delicate features. He comes off as a crash and uncaring person, but that is only to those that haven’t looked beyond his perfect porcelain mask. Beneath it all, he is just as frail as the pres tine mask he wears and has a heart vulnerable to pain.
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